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waiting, I saw that under the potted bay windows, which open the green foliage is not colorful flowers, flowers small, dry, like the sick person as in the diffuse and covered the white Under the struggle.
This is a private clinic, street, second floor. At first when I was through it, some doctors and nurses dressed in white lab coat came out of the door, and go. But sometimes I can not see them, sometimes through the open door, look inside, you can see the white walls and floors, they are a huge space in the house, placed his light. So I think the white walls, white floors, white coat, white is how this series stands out. Every time I see when these white seems to be able to feel them out from the clinic, and then exposed to the sun I quietly filled body and cover up. Filled and covered with white, so I sometimes give birth to some cold feeling. So, then after it, I rarely go to look around it, it flashed before my eyes when, just a vague white space, a house's space.

Sometimes [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I will meet some other people from the clinic go, and then some people came out from the clinic. I know that some people took the drugs soon after went out, while others go after but could not see them out, maybe they are awaiting treatment in which it receives - an injection or infusion. Well, they certainly will be the body of the white house was filled and covered up.

I know one day I will get more, put himself in a narrow bed, quiet waiting for the doctor or nurse for my healing. This idea, so I subconsciously try to produce some of its intimacy. I know, I must have this feeling it, and then one day into it, it will not from the heart, loathe it, reject it.

passed a good number of days in my own mind to forget about it, I suddenly hit by some baffling symptoms down. One morning, I took my aching muscles and not the origin of land here is not knocking the door and went inside. Smooth walls and smooth floor, and I saw exactly the same as the previous, except that they emit light, so I think this morning something was different.

I see uneven glass cabinets filled with boxes of different sizes, those black boxes, the green and the red text and graphics, to a drug already fixed on the inside, I can not see the box size and shape of those drugs, which makes me a bit worried how much I do not know they are about to enter my body is not very safe, after they entered my body could not take my whole body aches and discomfort eliminate the feeling of clean.

But soon, I was in front of female doctor found that my fears are unfounded. She wore a white gown sitting on the table, revealing a pair of white masks above the moist eyes, she looked at me, I found her eyes and her eyes, like some moist. I immediately felt that she is not invisible on the people behind the counter cold medicines, and she reminds me of such as gentle, considerate and the like, such as words. So, I stretched out arm, pulled up sleeves, exposed himself to her wrist and confidently. Her slender fingers in the morning and some cold, she passed her cold to me, I want my whole body aches to tell her that I wanted to yesterday, a whole day and all night all the discomfort in the body are Tell her, such as fever, such as chills, such as nausea ... ... I want to tear off my body, naked and put in front of her, so her moist eyes to see my body that cause disease bacteria or virus hiding place. But little while, I did not say anything. I know, I will spray pulse Zhang told her everything, her cold fingers that my body will definitely ascertain all the secrets.

she gave me to the clock, looking at my color, she said that my body has the virus, and triggered a serious bacterial infection. She confirmed my diagnosis of his own hunches and speculation. She and I talked [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I feel there is a breath in between me and her movement, inertia of the atmosphere, without any guidance, to diffuse in between me and her. Filled with a doctor about this, with a patient knock on the door in the morning on haste.

In this atmosphere has not cleared, she began to play list for me. She did not know some of my symbols written on the list one by one, perhaps, in her view, a symbol will be able to wake up a drug and a drug can reach the depths of the lesion. I watched a flow of symbols in her pen, and she sounded like a collection of posts, it is those drugs by her wake-up from the shelf behind her down to her, she was ready to use them to heal me pain.

me from the upstairs to the second floor of the room, in addition to flowers and flower pots, the rest is all white. White walls, white frame, white quilt and sheets. Is a series of white, which gradually spread in front of me, and falling down from different directions, I will be heavily covered up, so I stood in this space, the more the cold. I do not know put together a bed frame, bed sheets, quilts, which will be warmer this morning some.

formation in front of me looking at them to start, I think, like me, who came to seek treatment for patients. Perhaps here are lying on top of each bed had a number of different patients. I have seen those people in and out there, there must be some lying on top of treatment before disease treatment that have hurt, then they left, there did not himself cleaned of bacteria or virus, they will not In the up and left, some bacteria or viruses left in the house, so that they cover the white of the diffuse and thrive under. For the imagination, I am not sure can not deny.

female doctor for my prescription is still downstairs, on the second floor space is only me. I stood in this huge space, so for a while or a few will, there is the pain of suffocation. However, I can only endure, but can not escape. Because I know my body is so fresh and vigorous than many years ago. Now, my body has changed in many places, some organs such as the doctor said, as has always been surrounded by bacteria or viruses. Sometimes wake up at night, I can even hear them tearing my body issued the fine sound. But I can not see them, sometimes even the doctors can not tell their hiding place. Besides, I feel my body every year a new bacteria or virus deposited, so that some patients can only rely on drugs to suppress and can not eradicate. After

female doctor with medicine from the first floor up, as I chose a bed. I used a broom sweeping the sweep sheets and quilt, bed when I'm sure no one else left on the bacteria or virus, she let me open the electric bed, I lay up. The flow between her and my kind of atmosphere has nothing to do with the doctor, it has nothing to do with patients, but gender-related. I am a strong maternal instinct to breathe her breath, a smell that smell, my nervousness to intentionally or unintentionally disappeared. She asked me to fist Zuanjin and release, and then patted me on the back of the hand, put a long silver needle Cunxu pierce my veins, and instantly to the pain after, I saw my bright red blood from the needle in back out of thin white plastic tube in the struggle. Normally, I can not see it. Usually it is closed in my veins flowing rolling, but today I thin white plastic tube saw the look of it, I have some hate it. I think today it is bright red in color, definitely has my unknown bacteria or virus, it took them to my body in motion, and it is these bacteria or viruses that I had an organ disease, so pain tormented me for a whole day there all night.

tied pin female doctors left, I sat up leaning against the bed, watching the liquid in the pipe and drop down bit by bit. I adjust the wheel on the infusion into the possible, I want a bottle of liquid to quickly flow into my veins. Although I think the back of the hand acupuncture treatment where some of the cold in some pain, but I do not care. It seems that this pain is that I have seen the blood flow out of hiding viruses or bacteria sent to howling. I would like to put them on the bed in my white, yellow, red liquid to quickly collapse and tear my veins the bacteria or virus, so they are in my body crushing, melting, until it disappears without a trace . I look forward to hear them more in my body was torn apart by the collapse of some of the calls, I would like to see the remains after they are torn apart and debris.

However, the short time I did not hear, nothing to see. Only white space in front of me to grow, no matter where my eyes can see, touch down and then it will be dropped. No white decorations on the walls, only a large house down from the wall near my silence, oppression me. At this time it took me to the infinite expansion of physical pain. Huge space, I can not boot my pain out of my body, just like I can not cut through the quiet of a large, fragmented, and then to export it as to find a reasonable powerless.

several days, I have filled in the white and was covered under the pain of loneliness. A little bit of liquid hanging from the air down the bottle, drop the. I suddenly found that the liquid dripping like me, like a long wrong sentences, only commas and no full stop, but I can not modify it. I can do to is to look at it, I always fear a drop or so in mid-air in a few drops of card stuck atop, next to my bed as the patient, for a whole morning, he was always such a drug bottle, but he's snoring sound than any of his medicine bottle more than.

are lying in bed infusion of several other people, but they, like me, silent. Although we dress different, different sex, different conditions, but for sure is that they are hiding the body of disease-causing bacteria or viruses. Thus, in this and the coverage was filled with white under, on the disease, about death, about the body, on the funeral [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], all in an instant my brain grows itself and around me, go away.

However, I hope they like me, waiting time in the decline and fall of liquid in the past, I hope to slip past the time after that moment, they can sit up, put on clothes and easy to leave. There is no time

However, several days, I feel time slow and difficult to walk here. Young nurse taught me to calculate the time in days, she said, today, tomorrow, day after tomorrow. Maybe after the second day after tomorrow, I will not be used here. However, the second day the second day after tomorrow, there is a second, I have to stay in this space, the number of the heartbeat, looked at the liquid drop, watching a large peaceful in the morning to come down from near the opposite wall I oppress me.

To a result, I chose to wait.

waiting, I saw that under the potted bay windows, which open the green foliage is not colorful flowers, flowers small, dry [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], like the sick person as in the diffuse and cover the white struggling under. Perhaps the young doctors and nurses forget to take care of it, the whole room smell the flowers. Or is this house so many bacteria and viruses, package it, make it nearly as good as life.

In fact, I only saw it one, I do not care about when it will be life, when there will be aromatic, I am only interested in the room of bacteria and viruses, when in the white diffuse and coverage under the disappeared.